a rearguard mechanism that's been in place for a year or so finds its way up again when everything has fallen into place. the doubts and the fears don't ever seem to go away and it doesn't take much to set it off - absolute trust and faith in anyone seems a near impossible task, especially when your cards have been laid out in the open. and so it consumes you. it gnaws at you from inside and all that you see in your head is contempt and disgust from that one night that took it all away. it may be some time before anything is reinstated and till then, no one comes close.

so fight for it.

This entry was posted by ranon, on Saturday 8 March 2008. You can leave your response.